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Discussion in 'FREE CONTESTS - NO DEPOSIT REQUIRED!' started by Mben, Nov 29, 2018.
I should win a hundo cause I am degenerate gambler. Santa this is a casino forum!
Santa! Year 2018 I have never cashed out once! santa! I never win, I cant win , casue why cause I play to lose. that SANTA is called a degenerate,. lol. Santa I am only being honest here, me writing this letter to you santa, (most likely will get a pm by mod, sayin I don't qualify, lol, ) win or lose SANTA just want you to know, that avatar of joker on the left , that's meeee! j/k seriously SANTA , if you hear me.
then hollla (with that hundo) .
Dear forum admins and mods and all members:
HAPPY HOLIDAYZ!! I REALLY ENJOY THIS FORUM, AND THE MODS ARE THE SWEETEST AND ALWAYS WELCOMING. I use to play online poker when it was the era of "poker boom" winning player. Never in my life would of thought ever to put money on online casinos. in my mind its all programmed for us to lose?
poker at least im playing agst other players, real people, . anyways what im saying is, this is the 1st year I have put money on casino online, and just calculated my deposits 2018 losses. guess what I have never cashed out from online casino.
I know what it is, its my Degen behavior at the same time fun and entertaining,
but seeing my total loss, I neeed to really stop and set goals, cause I have addicted personality, mind whatever, been an addict etcetc.. but honestly cant win at the end. MORE MORE MORE that's an addict.and program machines, is designed for us to get stuck. I know I know NO BIBLE SERMONS.
JUST wanted to get this out, and WHAT I WANTED TO say is THANK YOU TO THIS FORUM WHO GIVES US TO GET some of our losses back from deposits.
setting goals for 2019, obv CHUCKIN MY LAPTOP OUT THE WINDOW, lol
and my phone, any electronics, lol im gonna go amish. lol honestly, JUST WANT TO SAY HAPPY HOLIDAYZ NDF! and MAKE 2019 BETTER THEN 2018.
and thanks for listening to my blahblahblah,
Thank you @bonz7777 for being the first entry into the contest!
Wishing you Happy Holidays as well, and thank you for the kind words about Mben and myself. We do certainly try to make our forum great.
Thank you for being a loyal member.
Hey bonzzz, Happy Holidays to you also! Super happy we are here for you, and the gambling community.
You are not alone, my friend. I haven't cashed out this year either. My degen behavior is like yours. I play for fun without thinking I'm going to cash out ... until I hit a big one, which has not happened for a while. Ugh. lol
Your comment about you going Amish made me lol. I took my grandson to Amish country in Pennsylvania earlier this year. I gave him the whole spiel about the Amish, and mainly that they don't use electricity, modern technology, etc. Well, come to find out, they do. We went to a market where lights lit up the shops, and cash registers & credit card machines were being used. Before we got there, we were joking that we'd see a man riding a stationary bike behind the shop to run a generator or something to that effect. To quote my then 10 year old grandson ... "The Amish are fake!"
Anyway, I prolly won't break down every member's post like this. I just related a lot to yours, plus you are our first participant. Yay for that!
Oh my goodness, what a year. Death, birth, finances gone haywire, broken down cars, broken foot, I started a novel (200 pages and counting!) so much to reflect on. The thing is, no matter what happens, good or bad, there are always life lessons to be learned from them. That's so easy to forget in the midst of the seemingly unrelentless barrage of chaos, but we learn them whether we realize it or not. It's up to us to remember that we are all human beings with human emotions and the power to overcome those times that come that we wish had never done so. That's what needs to be realized by each of us individually so different, and so to are how we react. Santa, I wish for my year passed to be one that I can reflect on with knowing that I did learn the lessons I needed to learn, correctly and wisely going forward into the new year, and years, to come. May I never lose sight of what it is to be human, a meaningful one, that will be remembered by others when it is my turn to have the lights dimmed in my God given life. May I please have learned what it is that makes us those individual beings capable of helping others, and I pray I do my best to do just that. We can not live our lives individually, it will always require others to do so whether it be for emotional support, learning from their experiences, financially at times perhaps, but just to at least know that we are not alone.
May God bless us all and the beautiful Earth he made for us to be together on, whether we like it or not, we are in need of each other and I pray that all of us figure that out at least at some point. It's never to late to give ourselves to others however it is that we can do so.
May our lives be made better for and from each other. May the new year bring joy and happiness to all of us as well, along with those life lessons being reflected on correctly, and positively for a better future.
Thank you Santa for bringing the joy and happiness into our lives with just knowing that you bring smiles to our faces just thinking about Christmas. May that once a year spirit live on everyday for all of us as well.
P.S. Can I please win this year on my slots???
I knew I was going to love this contest!
Thanks, @jumboscampi! That was a lovely letter.
I have been working my buns off and being sick to boot. I have not had anytime or money for myself the bills get all my funds. Even though i am broke i still manage to feed animals and help the needy when i can. It seems as the years pass i am just getting more and more down. I have had a streak of bad happen in 2017 losing my brother who was a Veteran and my dog Tonka of 16 yrs. I even lost my home. I am still a fighter and i refuse to give up. I take on jobs that drain me and still use what ever energy i have left to take care of my family. If i win i will take the money and for once do something nice for myself. I have not been to the movies in around 2 yrs so i will start there. Also a nice dinner would be welcome. I know that either way i am thankful i am still here to fight because others are not. However it goes win or lose i am wishing the best for everyone and i am thankful for the years i have been a member at NDF. I might not come often but i do come back hence my spirit animal the cat. I sure hope i have 9 lives like my furry friend lol. Thank you Mben and Pam for the chance .
What a beautiful letter indeed @jumboscampi
Thank you for taking the time to write such a heartfelt letter to Santa.
Wishing you a beautiful holiday season and loads of happiness for the new year.
Oh @cat034 , your letter sounds like you have a heart of gold. You have the smarts to keep what is most important on the top of your list.
May you have a lovely holiday season and many many prayers are sent your way for strength.
Thanks for the letter. Mben, myself and Santa all appreciate it very much.
I have been so lucky and blessed all my life I shouldn't be asking Santa for anything. But I would love to ask a genie for peace of mind in a future contest. And a place to live. A piece of land with trees and a state of the art treehouse would be nice. Would like to give back at least what has come my way. If I don't get flush with money before I die, I will keep on trying to make a difference to others in many little ways. I guess I could leave my body parts (on back of driver's license) but not sure if any one would want them. Something I have only experienced twice in my 62 years. Is laughing so hard I cried. This is one of the best feelings I have experienced, therapeutic, and remember what was so funny made me laugh but I remember where, when, and how great it felt. I could go on but think I've already said too much. Want everyone to be happy !
Just want to correct that was I didn't remember was was said that was so funny. And can I add that if Santa could manufacture that feeling into a pill or candy they'd make great stocking stuffers. Sorry
Thanks @helwin for entering the contest with your lovely letter.
Happy Holidays to you. Sending good thoughts your way.
Thanks for writing your letters to Santa, @cat034 and @helwin!
Santa's waiting for more letters from all the rest of ya'll!